how do you know when you are completely hopeless

Like the entry title says:

1) You feel something within you just go 'wow' at the sight of his intense, concentrated face
2) You breath falls short at the short bit of his voice - two words spoken
3) You can't take your eyes away from him, simply can't
4) You feel an extreme need to re-watch him all over again, and better yet, in all his full glory
5) You feel your heart skipping beats faster as he pulls his vocal chords to a higher notch
6) You think everyone else you've previously came across just PALES in comparison
7) You wonder how is it possible for someone to be so charismatic and charming yet know it's only him to be able to pull it off
8) Your eyes simply widen in amazement at the sight of his body with your jaw dropping a good few inches - cause you never expected that underneath that small frame of a person is someone with washboard abs, very perfect abs at that, and arms that despite their slim look - has a good amount of muscle build.
9) You grin at the sight of him being so pretty & flexible at cartwheels, backflips, somersaults, etc.
10) You think him being all spaced-out with the very spaced-out look is actually very endearing and rather amusing
11) You actually like his habit of fiddling with anything and everything because he can't sit still and be silent as he would be total out of it into his own world
12) You immediately conclude he's so worth it
13) You blush and get giggly when someone so much as mentions his name
14) You like the sound of his name, the way it plays off your tongue
15) You think him getting a sunburn is funny and not incredibly silly
16) You love watching his hands - doing anything at all
17) You listen to his voice over and over again because you know it's the one thing that blocks out all else in your crazy life (which by the way, you probably are crazy as it is, never mind your life)

Conclusion - I think I'm plain hopeless.

I should stay away from my computer and the internet. And music and CDs and mp3 player. And...and everything and anything that draws me deeper into this case of a hopeless bumbling & babbling girl.

Doesn't this entry seem rather, I don't know...completely filled with innuendos of the non-innocent kind? But really, it's all innocent feelings and thoughts - I suppose the words came out suggestive, that's all XD

P.S. This doesn't mean I'll stay away from his solo 'So So So' because his voice is incredibly, let's just say - he brings sexy back okay?