Fantasy is a good thing. It provides the best outlet to run away from everything reality and allows you to hide from it, even if it's for a little while. Your imagination is free to roam, to think, create, whatever it is you desire. It's a shelter from the craziness(or the boredom) of reality. I've said all this before haven't I? Hello, repetition. However, when you get too caught up in it, it tends to be a little hazardous to your mind cause you can't seem to separate reality from fantasy due to the fact that you spent to much time indulging into fantasy that the line's got all blurred and gray. Which I think is precisely what's happening to me. I am absolutely into the whole FF7 fandom all over again, meaning - I keep listening to the related music, watching the fan-made vids, reading countless fanfics, and watching (someone please shoot me for this) AC again, again and again. It's insane really. And I am, all the more, absolutely, definitely convinced that Cloud and Tifa are the one and only OTP. I'm sorry Reno, but you've been pushed off the seat by the sword-wielding, Mako-filled and blue eyed blond with the gravity-defying hair. Forget Rufus, or Vincent or even Zack (although the fandom for this pairing is small, it's definitely growing...too bad the guy's dead though XD). I can't argue with myself about the OTP-ness of this couple. The more I watch AC, the more I notice the hints of this pairing. His facial expressions, the stalled moments between the two...and the main fact that they live together after the events of the Meteor and take care of two kids, namely Denzel and Marlene...indicating a family. And Denzel looks very much like an almost spitting image of Cloud (refer to big, blue eyes that looks teary-filled most of the time). Marlene with her brown hair and dark brown eyes, almost similar to Tifa's. Okay, so technically Cloud left them for a little while and wasn't living with them when AC happened, but that was only because the disease got to him and he didn't want to burden Tifa, his friends and the kids. That's not the point anyway. Crap, I am so hooked into this that I think I am losing my mind cause really, who on earth analyzes and focuses on stuff like this for characters that don't even exist in real life? Plus, I only got to three quarters of the game before my HD died on me (was supposed to meet up with Sephiroth, but decided to linger around more longer just to level up and look for more hidden stuff XD. But really, the real hidden stuff was discovered much earlier - i.e. Vincent Valentine - so I was pretty much stalling for time actually) and when I tried to re-install and play the game again, something apparently attacked the system with a virus and I can't re-install it again. Pathetic, I know. I really have to finish the game once and for all, just to get rid that pathetic-ness and to be able to finally tell Mags, I actually finished the game and stop her from laughing at the fact that I still have yet to do so.
Now that's out of my system, I think my insanity's tamed down a little. I changed my layout, yet again. I really should stop being so lazy about the background, it's awfully done, really. Arashi again cause, well just because. I am actually contemplating to do a new one soon, something that's hopefully not AC related cause it would just prove my insanity even further.
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