aNothEr day...aNotheR poSt..

My Mood: Thoughtful
Music: One Tree Hill Soundtrack

Finally! A new CD to add to my collection thus bringing more songs into my com...I was getting slightly bored with my current music collection, needed fresh new ones. And...the new added CD is none other than One Tree Hill's Soundtrack! Yay! I was so happy when I found it last night at Tower Records, I was like...woah...yes, finally, the CD I've been looking for, though the joy of me getting it cannot be compared to the joy I felt when I finally gotten Good Charlotte's first CD. Hehe. But still, this is great. Yes, One Tree Hill's soundtrack is officially out in Malaysia..so go get it, the songs are definitely cool..a fresh thing from all the usual music you always hear on radio except for a two or three familiar ones. I love the independent artists that appear on this soundtrack. One reason why I love movie/tv show soundtracks is that cause there are always good music from artistes that you can't hear on mainstream radio. So, once again...go get One Tree Hill's soundtrack people! The original one of course. Hehe. Besides the awesome songs, there are also bonus stuff...like One Tree Hill cast wallpapers....includes drool-worthy wallpapers of James Lafferty and Chad Michael Murray. Hehe. Okay, enough about the CD.

I'm such a sucker for tiramisu cakes. Whenever I see one, I can't help but go get it and eat it. Hehe. Nuts I know. But it's just so good. The taste of it...wow. I recently tried the tiramisu at Alexis, Bangsar where it was said to have the best tiramisu around KL and you just gotta try it out. Well, I tried and yeah, it was pretty good. It was RM11, pretty big slice...and when the first bite goes into your mouth..it's like...heavenly? Yeah, definitely worth the RM11. However, there's another place in Bangsar that's also for tiramisu...to which I've yet to try...and I forgotten the name of the place, but I do remember where it is. Hehe. Must try that one.

Yesterday, wait...it was more like today early morning cause it was 1 something, anyway, I watched Raise Your Voice, yes, not out in cinemas in Malaysia, but here comes in one perks of the Internet. Lol. My brother got it and let me watch the movie. At first, I didn't want to, I wanted to watch it on the big silver screen but then I was like...whatever. I needed something to relax my mind and myself anyway. Hehe. So, the movie....definitely a nice movie I can say. Hilary was great in that movie, not too dramatic, but yet touchingly sweet. However, if you're not one that's into chick flicks/teen movies...you probably wouldn't agree with me. But if you don't mind it, go watch the movie when it comes out in the sliver screens. Worthy of your Rm7/9/10. Hehe. There are parts that just grab you emotionally and mentally. Honestly, I love the movie. Plus, Oliver James who plays Jay looks...cool and cute..lol.

One new thing to add to my pathetic-crying list....number 13...Raise Your Voice. Yes. I cried a few times while watching the movie. It grabbed me so much because...one; the storyline...two; it confronted me on two things, one being my biggest fear and two, my chicken self. Lol, what do I mean? The chicken-self thing...I'm a serious coward when it comes to doing things that I wanna do, which usually are things that not everyone else like/does. I kinda realized that, if I never try, I'll never know. I mean, I always want to be like this and that, but I never dare to try, so if I don't try, how will I know what's the outcome of it? Like, drums. Truthfully, why I'm taking so long to enrol..it's cause I'm a chicken. Hehe. But then when I think about it, I really love drums, I really wanna be able to play drums and be good at it. So no matter how sucky I'm gonna be at first try, I'm gonna go ahead with it. I'm gonna do/be what I want. And it made me think, back then...the time I told the guy I liked that I like him....I said before that there was a slight regret..but now, I don't think so anymore. I don't regret it at all. Not at all. It was all worth it. At least I told him...I gave a shot...I tried...and at least I knew the answer/outcome. Definitely worth it.

Okay, second thing that confronted me, my biggest fear. The fear of losing my loved ones. One loved one that I never really thought about much, I usually thought about my parents....but after the movie, it got me thinking. See, my biggest fear is to lose my parents. The second...to lose....my big brother. I can't imagine life without him. As annoying and mean and irritating he can get at times...I still love him alot. He's my only brother and I'm so grateful to have him as a big brother. He taught me so much, and he can be so funny and so nice at times. When I was younger, okay he'll probably kill me to blog this out but whatever...(hehe)..he used to play pretend as cute animals from heaven, that's like meant to cheer me up. He'll put on this cute funny voice and start making me talk/laugh/smile. There's Racoonie, Horsey and so much more I can't remember. He and my cousin brother actually, enjoys acting like that to make me laugh/smile. They would give me piggy-back rides...etc. I never imagined that I would be so close to my brother, but I am. Where would I be without him? He was the one who encouraged me on my dreams, buys me stuff when I'm sick, etc. I don't wanna lose him. Definitely not. So, big brother...I love you like....hell alot,even though at times I'm such an idiot/jerk/meanie kid towards you...keep in mind...I love you dude! Hehe.

Always appreciate the people around you. Especially your family. They are part of you...your blood. Your source of love, trust, safety and comfort. Life is unthinkable without them. One of the joy of life, is to be able to be with your family...with love.

'Where do you go when you're lonely. Where do you go when you're blue. Where do you go when you're lonely, I'll follow you. When the stars go blue. When the stars go blue.' - When The Stars Go Blue by Tyler Hilton & Bethany Joy Lenz.

That's it...off to my boring assignment. How happy I'll be when this assignment is done and handed over tomorrow. Hehe.

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