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I can't think of any title for my post today. I just felt like random blogging, so here I am.

First day back at college...I have admit, I'm happy to be back at college again. I just appreciate my college life much more now after my internship. Hehe. Yeah, college life is definitely better. But somehow, deep down inside...I think high school's better. I really, really, missed my high school moments. There are lot's of memories...funny ones, stupid ones, crazy ones, silly-goofy ones, happy ones, embarrassing ones..to sum it up, I think I had a good time in high school and I wouldn't mind going back to it.

I really have to stop thinking about going back in time. Lol. It seems as if I just don't want to grow up. Just proves how much of a kid I still am. My brain is still processing the fact that I've turned 18 and will be tuning 19. I think even when I turn 21, my brain still won't process those two numbers and what it means. Lol. But that's not a bad thing, keep things young at heart...so I won't be some grumpy old lady in the years down the road. Hehe. Yeah, it's not a bad thing. I mean, I can be mature when I want to, but most of the times...I like being...well, free.

That's just me. I don't like being bogged down by things. I dislike to know that there's something just hovering over my back, something I have to do/settle/complete/decide/etc. I like to be free, without anything to care or worry about. Call it the childish mentality. I guess that's why I like to play the swing when it's windy and maybe even when it's raining. I like the carefree feeling. I never liked being all cooped up and stuck.

I had a few talks with my mom recently whereby I didn't have to raise my voice to get my message across, well okay maybe a little bit for today's talk, but that's cause I was annoyed at her pessimistic side. Anyway, my mom has told me...if a degree is no where within my reach for now, then I should go ahead with the working world while taking up some part-time course or something. I was advised to get some job that I'd enjoy...that I like. Well, I guess it sounds okay but I'm still not sure. Take me down a couple of years, where would you see me? Well, some of my friends said...they see me married with kids. That's...a compliment...somewhere anyway. But honestly...that's not the future I really had in mind, sure it's a thought that occurs, but I don't see it entirely that way.

Anyway, I have big dreams but I never really act upon them. Pathetic loser. Hehe. But I should. I really should.

As I was saying, I've been having really nice conversations with my mom...and one of the topics being my 6 favorite guys. Hehe. My mom thinks they are good-looking. Yeah! My mom's cool. Lol. Unfortunately, her main approval of praise goes to Dongwan 오빠. Cause she's finds him good looking and decent looking. She thinks the rest are pretty decent...but she didn't have much to say on Hyesung 오빠. So much for gaining approval on my choice of guys.

Maybe I should show her more cuter pics of him and the talented side of him...like his singing. Yes, my mom would definitely appreciate his voice once she listens to him. So, once my DVDs arrive, I'm going to make her watch with me and listen to them and make sure she pays attention to him. Call me crazy, but hey, my mom's up for it. When I was dead crazy over GC and Simple Plan, she even took the effort and time to differentiate the group and their songs when she sees/listens to them. Yeah, my mom's cool.

Speaking of them, I've changed my layout. Again. I'm well aware that this is the 4th layout featuring them. Well, I can't help it. They are just...so photogenically-cute. Lol.