AddiCted...

My Mood: High...as in ecstastic..
Music: Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway album

I went to watch Constantine again...yeah for the third time! I know...I sound insane. Lol. This time I went to watch it with Melissa. And she...liked the movie!Alright!....I knew it, Constantine is way cool and way good. Hehe. I'm starting to think I'm actually addicted to it. Lol. Insane me. Very insane. Can't help it. I'm like..uh...nuts about the movie. See, I have this thing in me that gets hype over movies..like when I found out about A Walk to Remember, I got so excited about it. Even though it hadn't came out in M'sia yet, I was already so into the movie. That's just me. Lol.

Next addiction...my com. I'm starting to be so addicted to my com. Like I can't go one day without touching it. Hehe. I have my blog to update, fan fictions to type up/post, online updates to check on my favorites like Arsenal, Good Charlotte, etc. Lol. Now, another new reason for me to get addicted to my com. What reason? Final Fantasy. Yeah yeah, I admit....I'm so slow. Final Fantasy has been out for ages and here I am blogging about trying it out now. Yeah, what a pathetic loser. Hehe.Okay, I have a reason for it. I wasn't much of a 'com-game-lover' back then except for the times my brother drags me into his game. Hehe. Anyway, my friend told me about the game and said I 'have ' to try it. Usually, I wouldn't bother to. But I vowed to myself this year that I would try out new stuff and I wouldn't hold myself back. So, I thought..hell,why not? My friend gave me a little intro here n there into the game, finally I went to get the game...install it, start playing and one hour plus later...I'm addicted to it! Lol.

Follow-up addiction....drums. I went to check out the whole drums thing on Saturday. When I saw all those drums...I was like...woah. I was practically in awe of the sight of the drums...the sleek,shiny look of the drums...the sounds from it. I could feel my blood rushing. I felt like...waoh,can't describe in words, have yet to find the word...hehe. I felt a jolt of rush...excitement....and...I don't know. It's just the feeling...it's there and boy, do I like that feeling.

It's March..which means my mum will be going for her treatments this month onwards. Oh God, please provide her the faith, courage and positivity. Sigh...frankly, I'm actually kinda scared about the whole thing. But there's this tough, cool side that I show whenever my mum talks about her treatments/condition....etc. I would just tell her, 'Don't be stupid. It's gonna be fine.' All I wanna do, is show my mum that I'm positive...and she should be too. Though I'm hiding my fears, she doesn't need to know that. All she should know is that no matter what, I'm here for her...I love her...so does my dad and my brother.

Bad news...well, to me anyway. Henry is injured and he'll be out for a few games (maybe), so that leaves the replay F.A match with Sheffiled United...in the hands of Arsenal's youngsters. Scary thought. No, shouldn't think that way...hehe. Pires will be out for two weeks, which means he'll miss the Champions League home match against Bayern Munich too..ugh. Sigh. So to put it together, Arsenal's main first team squad are all facing problems, which means...we're in a tight situation. Sigh. Bergkamp and Reyes are suspended....Henry,Pires and Campbell are injured....sigh. How bad can this get? Wait, I don't wanna know. Don't tell me. Lol. The only one back for this upcoming F.A replay will be Cesc Fabregas...from 'his' suspension. I can't believe even HE got a suspension. Okay, I get it, no one's perfect...neither is Cesc. And yes my dear big brother, Cesc is still young and learning....he's not that good yet....yada yada yada....I get the picture. Crystal clear one in fact..hehe. Whatever it is, I'm watching this replay...though it's like at the crack of dawn(sorta anyway) at 4 a.m M'sian time. I'm gonna give my support to Arsenal....sitting in my pj's...with snacks by my side...jumping around, screaming my lungs out in support until my throat gets sore....go to college looking like a racoon with dark rings under my eyes and keep yawning away in class. Lol.

Okay, so in order to watch the match, I need to sleep...like now. So I can wake up again to watch the match. Hell yeah. I sound insane...I know...so sue me.