My Mood: Happy..I guess...
Music: Number One by Skye Sweetnam
Yeah yeah. Arsenal won! 3-0 against Portsmouth. Yeah! Henry scored all 3. One word- Superb. Hehe. He was...amazing. I knew it, Arsenal's morale has been boosted. Super! Hehe. I sound like an over-enthusiastic freak. Can't help it. Arsenal had a pretty good match. Plus, Cesc was amazing. Okay, yes...bragging about the guy again. Hehe. But seriously, the guy's improved. I'm amazed at the way he plays. And he's the same age as me! Uh..okay, yeah, I do realize there are other younger players who are also talented...hehe..but uh...oh well, I admit, I'm a big fan of Cesc. Hehe.
Finally, I got all of my brother's birthday presents. Yeap. Done. And hell, all in all...it cost me a bomb. Maybe even a hand-held grenade is even cheaper. Lol. I'm not gonna describe it, cause I know the ding-dong reads my blog. Anyway, it's my brother's 21st birthday. He's officially an adult then. To be exact...on April 13. 21 year old. Boy, you're getting old! Lol. Okay, so I'm pretty sure my brother's gonna love everything I got him, I know I do. Hehe. My parents gave me long lecture(pretty long, not that long...but still long) about juzz splurging my money like that. I tell them...one;we're talking about MY big brother here...my ONLY big brother. Two; It's his 21st birthday...that's a pretty big deal. That..kept their mouths...sealed. Lol. Hehe. I love my parents but sometimes, they kinda get too...'controlling' over me. I get it, all parents are that way.
I realized that I've haven't been liking anyone...since...like what..last year? Lol. Hehe. I just can't...find any guy...worth liking? Lol...no! I sound so mean. Actually, there are alot of nice guys, I guess I'm just not interested. I just can't seem to uh...I dunno, I just can't find something in them that I'm looking for. Sure, I've had a few crushes..but crushes, like I've mention before...doesn't last long. I don't dare play deeper into the sea and lead a guy on if I'm not interested. For me, crushes fade fast, so its better if I just keep that crush feeling inside and not let anyone know. Cause if the guy likes me back, but then I don't have feeling for him anymore...he's gonna hate me. Lol. Some don't mind this fact, for some..if the feeling's there, then sure. Why not be together and then just break up when the feeling is gone? But for me, I'm looking for a real, true, sincere, serious kind of 'like'..that will be..love. Hehe. I'm just not into those momentary relationships. No offense to those who do. Everyone is different. Hehe. I guess I'm too into romantic, sweet movies that I'm too caught up with it. But honestly, I think everyone wants a sweet, real, true love (or maybe not..)
My mind's actually very distracted. Huh. I'm on my study break. Next week I'll be having my mid semester exams...and I still don't really give a rat's ass about it....what is wrong with me?? Sigh. I do care about my studies...but lately, all I wanna do...is play and have fun! Lol. Maybe..I'm just too....nuts. Lol. So sue me.
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