not a Slacker aFter aLL

I'm proud to say...I am NOT a slacker. Lol. Out of the few things on my list that I had posted up I did them, well most of them anyway. Hehe. See, I managed to get 5 things done out of the 8.I cleared my desk and it 's neater now. I even cleaned my closet top and rearranged the stuff. I obediently learnt the korean language, though I think I still suck at it...lol. I went down to Bkt Bintang with my dad to get my mp-3 player along with a new printer cause the old one was hacking up blood, figure of speech. My music library is updated and the play count for 'Angel' is 506 times...and I'm still not sick of the song yet...hehe.

So yeah, I am not a slacker, even though I may be at times, but not really.

This is my 190th post. Wow. I'm actually blogging just for the sake of getting it to 190. Lol. 10 more posts to 200. I seem to be obsessed with hitting the numbers lately.

Anyway...there's another week and a half to go for my internship. I'm kinda looking forward to it and kinda not. I wish my holidays were longer...though I don't actually have any plans or anything. And there's another week for my results to be out. I wonder how I did? Honestly, I think I did pretty well...I think. Lol.

.........I'm suddenly blank. Really. As in, .......................

After my latest cracked dam today, or specifically, the first time since my exams that I've actually gotten emotional over something and cried, I think my brain became a lil too sluggish. The reason to my tears? *Sheepish grin* I downloaded a clip of the guys at one of their silly events, geez...I never knew they were so insane at times, lol, and at the ending of it, due to some reasons, the guys broke down in tears. And I mean really, really broke down in tears.

The guys had thought all their hard work and effort of promoting a sudden concert within a day itself, had gone to waste. They were blindfolded as they got on stage and when they announced themselves as how they usually do, total silence greeted them. The host then started saying stuff and all, and somewhere the guys got really upset, especially Junjin. Tears started streaming down their faces and their voice cracked. Unfortunately, due to my limited understanding of the language, I couldn't get what exactly they were saying and all. But what hit me was the sight of them crying. When they finally pulled down their blindfolds and saw the sight that greeted them (over 11,000 people showed up!), they cried even more so. When I saw them crying, especially Hyesung, that really got to me. Lol.

Such a cry-baby of me, I know. Hehe. But I can't stand the sight of the people that I like/love crying...cause I'll end up feeling upset and start to cry too. Lol. I have this very funny reaction. And yeah, I'm way too emotional.

I wonder if I'll still be this way in a few years? Being the emotional kid that I am now. Lol.