Life is very unpredictable and unexplainable too. How can one explain? The way things go? The way people feel? Think? Sometimes it gets very confusing and frustrating. You have so much questions and none gets answered. Sometimes you feel like screaming out loud at God and question Him what the HELL is going on?!?!?
I have to say there are times when I totally lost it and questioned God for eveything and anything. I even told Him that I'll never trust Him anymore and those childish nonsense. Deep down, I don't mean all that...but all I needed, was answers. I needed and wanted answers of why this, why that, etc. But where am I to find these answers??
Asking someone? Who? Look it up? Where? Why do I even have so much questions??? Why is life so confusing and frustrating? Why is it complicated? Or is it just me who sees it that way? Maybe if I were to change my view in life, then things would be very much different? Why do I even feel this way? I'm told to accept life the way it is, but sometimes I wonder, what if I don't want to and I want to change it? What happens then? Questions...and no answers.
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