I finally met up with my high school friends after 1-2 years, I know it sounds like I'm an extremely loser friend who do not bother to keep in touch...but I do keep in touch, well through sms-es and the occasional greetings anyway. Now I really feel guilty. Dead guilty.
It's just that...well, I work on Saturdays and my weekdays are filled with college and my homework & assignment...Sundays are sort of like my rest day, so...yeah. Damn. The guilty feeling is really bitting my conscience now.
Anyway, meeting up with them was pretty good. I do miss a little of their company, but when they start talking in Cantonese, I kinda get lost from time to time cause I was so used to talking in English in college, except for listening to the occasional Mandarin that my college friends speak sometimes. And for me to speak Cantonese...lol, I felt darn awkward and I could feel myself struggling to speak properly without going out of tune. Lol.
And they are all so grown-up! Seriously, no matter what, no matter when, I'll always be the youngest and the immature, kiddy one. Not that I'm complaining, not really anyway. Hehe. Oh I should just shut up, this is getting pointless.
I hardly blog now...it's not that I don't want to, but everytime I want to blog, I'd be too tired or there would too much homework waiting and screaming at me to get it done. By the time I sit down to actually blog, like now, I don't really feel like it and I kinda get side-tracked and forget what I wanted to blog.
Ugh.
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