*bLaNk*

"Because of you,I never stray too far from the sidewalk... because of you,I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt...Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me...Because of you, I'm afraid..."

Lately I've been a really lazy blogger. I noticed that I pretty much slack off alot in blogging. Oh well, it's actually cause I'm just...plain lazy.

Right now, I feel...normal. Yeah, pretty much normal. Gawd, I keep telling myself over & over again to get over it and cheer up. Stop being so miserable, etc...but I keep falling back. Sheesh. I don't get it why am I feeling this way. Mags asked me a perfectly good question today, do I get depressed because it became something like a habit for me? Truthfully, I don't know. I'm not sure. All I know, is that I do want to kick this part of me, it's actually...destructive. Lol.

This semester has been a little...weird. I dunno how weird...but yeah, weird. Somewhere along those lines. I'm just...so blur somewhere. There's like...hmm...okay, I actually have no idea what I'm talking about. Maybe I'm just nervous about the projects I'm part of this semester. Let's see...there's the annual Mass Comm Dinner & Dance, my Comm Project Management major assignment for fund-raising event (possibly a music fest), my Journalism class' magazine production...yup...hectic. Oh well, that's just college life.

I've gotten a digital camera...finally! Now I can easily snap pictures and immediately get the image. Yeah, I'm actually into this photography stuff...but trust me, I suck at photography. I'm still a young newbie at this thing. Lol. That's just me, wanting to do everything and anything. I'm supposed to start an e-zine with Mags...but we both keep slacking off. Hehe... And then I'm suppose to complete FF7, but I'm still at the end of Disc 2, yet to go Disc 3. And I'm like too drawn into the world of manga right now. I just love mangas! Shoujo is of course a favorite...and the current favorite...Full Moon wo Sagashite. It's sooooo good. I cried over it, but it's simply lovely and sweet. Hehe... And now, I'm actually getting into Shounen-ai. Lol. Mags borrowed me the coolest shounen-ai manga yesterday...I read it in one go and was like...woah. I fell in love with the story immediately. I think it's called...um...Sobe Yube Dake Shitteiru...Only the Ring Finger Knows. Oh wow...I really love the whole story...and the characters....hehe. Hello world of shounen-ai. Lol.

That's...all. Yeah, pretty much...