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"We'll flash forward to a few years later, and no one knows except for the both of us... And I have honored your request for silence, and you've washed your hands clean of this..."

Funny how sometimes my taste can change...I actually enjoy Alanis Morissette's music. Especially this song...maybe it's cuz of the chorus part, it's kinda stuck in my head. Lol.

I haven't blog in a long time...due to my laziness and my weird self. Lately, I've been getting a little down in the dumps...feelin' miserable. But then sometimes my mood just changes and I'm laughing like crazy again, which is weird.

So far, class is...okay. Not too bad. Kinda enjoy it but there are times I doubt my writing skills. I'm like...hm...can I actually write? I mean as in write a good article, etc? Sometimes I feel like I do, but sometimes...I feel like...you suck at it Jess. Lol. Which brings me to my fan fic...this is the first time I'm taking so long just to update my fic. Usually, I would take about 2 days the latest...but now...I think it's nearly 5 days since my last chapter. Hehe. I'm very much serious about this fic, I want it to be...perfect. I like where I'm going with it, but at times I get lost with my words and my ideas are like...ugh. Lacking. I've actually completed the third chapter, but I'm not posting it yet cause I feel there's something lacking in it. Yeah, I'm definitely serious about this fic I'm working on. Maybe I'm being a serious writer now...hell, maybe it's actually because this fic involves Reno. Lol.

Oh yeah, I've been a total klutz lately. Today I was sitting on this sviwel kinda chair and I somehow slip off and fell on my butt. Talk about number one klutz! I couldn't help laughing at myself, realizing how silly I must have looked. Sitting there one minute and in the next, I'm butt out on the floor. Lol. And there are other times when I did other silly things. I'm not usually that much of a klutz in a week, but lately...let's just say you can sign me up for Klutz of the Year 2005. Lol.

Oh yeah, I was suppose to have a new layout actually. Yes, a layout as in the entire thing changed. I completed it bout two weeks ago and I am actually really proud with it. Hehe. But yeah, due to my lack of knowledge in coding, Mags has to help me with it...so I'm waiting patiently for her to get it up for me. Thank you Mags! You know I love you! (Yeah, when I want something from you...hehe...*hint hint, wink wink* Reno x Tifa fanfic...)

I'm tired. So...that's it. I'm going to shut up now. Hehe...