Wednesday, July 27, 2005

mOre thAn meeTs tHe Eye....

"Majimagkaji nan norur pogiharsu obso, do isang jujo hajima, Dashinun suroiji ahnge, to urin dashi irosoyahe..."

Lol. My current must-listen-to song on my player. The song that I just HAVE to blast off my stereo n start dancing away like some moron of the year. I've always been into their songs, but just more so lately. I'm getting stranger day by day. Lol.

Yesterday I had an interview with someone I....well, never bothered to know or care. But suprisingly, she was actually pretty nice and she actually had some interesting stories. And it turns out she's not the...well, 'airhead' I thought her to be. She's not that bad. In fact, I actually enjoyed my interview with her. It kinda opened my eyes a little. I actually like that, to get to know someone I don't really know, etc. It can be pretty fun. Okay, so my friends would say....'Jess you're too damn nice la.' Okay, maybe (hehe) but truthfully, it was okay.

So yes, another lesson that God seems to want me to remember everytime. Stop judging people and see people in a positive light. I always try to, but it's never that easy. I can't help the thoughts that creeps into my head, though I try to conceal them and not open my big mouth about it. Cause I know it's not right, and I personally hate it if people were to judge me and start talking about me too, so yeah, I understand the feeling. What the hell am I muttering here? Good grief, I sound weird somehow.

Lately I realized my blog entries are a little...off. Weird. Strange. Nutty. What the hell is wrong with me??? Too deprived from football? Too much assignments? Too pathetic in my life? I am...insane. Maybe I should check in for some therapy or something. I'm starting to worry about myself here. I better shut up and stop right here. I'm feeling weird....very weird.

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