" I used to get away with so much, Now I can't get away...I even thought that it was simple, To say the things I wanted to say..."
Yes, stupid people doing stupid things...part 2. Okay...drumrolls, extra loud ones....
1) Egypt has been attacked, with nearly 80 over deaths and 200 injured.
2) My college administrative people is...let's just say...useless.
I can't believe it. Just barely weeks after the London attack, here comes Egypt. Honestly, do the people really find the fun in killing the innocent? Is is that hilarious to know that someone's loved one has died and left them alone? Is is that much of a laughing matter to know people who did nothing wrong, died just because some people decided to play 'God'? No, I don't get it...Care to explain? Wait, don't. I already know. One word- Stupidity. Sigh...please stop all this. It's not funny and it's not fun either. Sigh...
Right, my college. Don't wanna talk about it. All I know, the word that describes my college and the administration...yes, stupid again. Lol. So called good, well-known college. Major letdown. Heelllo! I have a feeling I might get more worked up over my college's stupidity tomorrow...if they decide to 'terminate' our major project. Yup, I'll definitely rant and gripe all the way...
Okay, I learnt and confronted another thing a week ago...oh wait no, it was Thursday. My biggest insecurity. I realized...I'm afraid of being alone. Really afraid. It has become like a nightmare for me, after...my past experiences. I've never realized it until recently. Yeap, I don't want to be alone. I always need someone I know I can trust/love/etc. with me, by my side...be it a best friend/family/etc. I guess yeah, to sum it up, I'm deathly afraid of loneliness. Not a good thing, but I'm glad that I finally realized this. I know, being dependant is not a good thing either. I guess...I'm just...pretty used to have people to just...love/ accept me and well, yeah...'manja' me.
I should end here. My eyes are glazing over and my stomach feels uneasy. Probably due to the four different desserts I had today in a time span of...3 hours. Lol.
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