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27th November usually doesn't have much of a meaning or special interest for me.But it does now, well ever since July. 오빠 Happy 26th birthday.

I can't help but smile everytime I see his smile or hear his voice. When I'm upset I Iook to him for a smile and never would I fail to find one. Remembering his words and the words of others, kinda gives me encouragement and hope. Something reassuring, comfortable, safe...I'm not sure how can I put it down in words, but the feeling is a feeling I know I'd always treasure and love.

I've changed my layout in occasion of his birthday...but it's not exactly how I wanted it to be. I think it's a lil too plain and I'm not exactly that happy with it, probably cause I was rushing to finish and wasn't in the 'really good mood' while doing the layout. Oh well, I guess it still looks okay. Hehe.

Honestly, he has so much to him that I can't help but love. His eyes...dreamy-looking. His smile, charming and sweet. His voice...heart-melting. Even when he sings without music, it's good enough to make one melt or feel butterflies inside. Lol. He's been given the affectionate nickname prince charming & sweet guy by others, probably because he is. Lol. I don't know for sure, but from what I've seen and heard from fellow fans, that is who he is. Even the rest of the guys would say so.

What I like about him besides his physical traits...
His competitive side. It can be a good or a bad thing, but I'll just look at the good side of it for now. Lol. He never gives up in whatever he puts his mind to it, he works hard to be the best and would not want to fall behind the top place. A strong-willed guy, or rather, a strong 'hwaiting' spirit.
He can also be so shy at times. His face would heat up in embarrassment at times so he would always be fanning himself. Lol. It's so easy to know when he's embarrassed.
His crab dance. The guy who created the crab dance. Lol. Adorable and wackily-cute. Everyone loves his dance and it has become sorta like his trademark dance.
His sensitve side. He cries at sad movies and when he read a book(which I think its called Father in korean or something), he cried. Both Minwoo & Andy once told in a interview that when Andy had asked him if the father had died in the story, he couldn't say a word and he ran away crying. So cute!
For this, it could actually be a good or bad thing, but I think it's pretty funny. His vanity. He has got to be the MOST vain guy I've ever known. Lol. At every chance he gets, he would check his hair. Be it from mirrors, glass windows or even the camera lens! He would forever be checking his hair! Andy had once revealed that when there's a wind, which people would usually just let it by and meddle with their hair later, but for him, he would move or walk in the way the wind was blowing so it wouldn't mess up his hair! Even Dongwan made fun of him by demonstrating to the others about how he would sit. He would sit so carefully so that he wouldn't mess up his hair instead of the others who would just casually sit anyway. Luckily, he acknowledges the fact that he's vain, probably even more vain than a girl. Lol.

Just thinking about him is making me laugh/grin. 오빠 is really one of a kind. So, today is his day...I hope he'd have a wonderful time and all the very best,...with the rest of the guys and his family to spend this special day with him. For all the smiles & joy he's brought to others, he definitely deserves a wonderful birthday and a wonderful year up ahead. And hopefully, he would win for the awards he is nominated for the Mnet Music Video Festival, which is happening tonight. 오빠 fighting!