" I don't wanna be like Cinderella, sitting in a dark old dusty cellar...Waiting for somebody to come and set me free..."
Prince Charming....is there even a prince charming out there? Someone that I can count on? Who will pull me out of my darkness? Who will help me find myself again, take away my fears...?? One answer- I don't think so. Lol. Whatever. I'm not gonna count on some guy...cause the day I find a guy who can do all the aforementioned statements...I'll...I'll...well, I will admit I'm wrong and tell the guy...'You're one hell of a guy.' Lol.
Anyway, I don't feel so...'morbid' anymore. Maybe due to fact that I spent the whole morning by myself, doing things that I want to do when I feel like it. I hope this last for long...I can't stand my morbid self either. Lately, I've been having this strange fascination with coffins and vampires. I really should distract myself from that fascination.
So, what else is new in my life...well, nothing actually. I'm as bored as ever. Without money, I can't do the stuff that I wanna do. I hate that fact. But the other thing is...I managed to complete Disc 1 of Final Fantasy 7, (FiNaLLy!) and now in Disc 2. Yes, I'm so slow...I can't help it, this is the first time I'm playing a com game like FF. The first com game I played was some Barbie game, then a Pirates game, then Sim City...then The Sims...and then...I forgot. The only 'mature' com game I've played was Seven...somethin...whatever, but that was also with cheat codes and help from my brother. This is still pretty new to me, but I'm kinda enjoyin it, it at least helps me to keep my mind off things.
I miss not having football to watch....I keep flippin through ESPN, Star Sports, hoping to find a replay of some game..EPL, FA...whatever, as long as it's Arsenal. But so far, my hopes have been dashed. Ugh. The boredom is killing me. I need to get out....do somethin...but this week, I can't. Due to the fact I have to settle a few of my college loan stuff and the fact that my pocket money for June is still in my dad's wallet. Lol.
I think that's all I can blog...I seem to be..spaced out. No idea why, no reason either. I'm weird. Yeah, probably that's just it.
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