liFe sucKs...so wHat elsE is nEw???

"I could use a fresh beginning too...All of my regrets are nothing new..."

Finally...after one week of no internet..here I am. My modem had some sort of prob...though I can't say for sure that it's in the superb form right now..it's kinda under observation actually. Condition still not stable. Yeap, another sucky thing to add to me 'What sucks in my life right now' list. How wonderful...Not!

So, the sucky things in my life....
Number One: Good Charlotte
Number Two: Robin van Persie
Number Three: World Youth Cup
Number Four: Modem
And not to forget, I totally blew off the whole Japanese/Drum classes thing...and my holidays are coming to an end and I practically feel like I've wasted it away. Lol.

K, so number one...I'm a total loser at planning things. Totally bad at it. And so, the only conclusion...most likely, no GC concert cause Jess doesn't know how to plan things! This little fact adds to my pathetic list too (I'm really getting a lot of lists here, and it keeps getting longer too) Number two, Robin van Persie...this doesn't actually have a direct effect on my life, but it somewhat does a little. Robin is arrested under the suspicion of a rape charge, to my dismay. To hear one my favorite players is being arrested...that's not the most wonderful 'perk-me-up' kinda thing. When I first heard it on the radio, I was hoping that I had gotten deaf or something for a moment there. Nope, the next day...the papers confirmed the news. If charged, I hate to know that Arsenal/Holland will lose a wonderful young striker. Ugh.

Number three...the World Youth Cup to which there is no chance for me to watch it. Sigh. I really wanted to watch it...watching all the young, future stars that will soon enough make big headlines with their talents. They would pretty interesting to watch actually. But nope, no such luck for me to watch. Number four...well, the aforementioned statement at the start has already said it all.

And yes, adding to the list...my confusion and sense of 'lost'. I hate this....hate feeling this way..but, what can I say? I'm weird. So sue me for being pathetically-weird. I don't know. I don't know. I just...don't know! It's like I'm being thrown into so many things and I kinda got lost in it...someway or somehow. How did I get this way? I have no idea. I just don't know!

I better end, I sound like I'm insane or something..then again, there is a possibility for that....