"I rather be anything but ordinary, please...To walk between the lines would make me life so boring..."
I found a confirmation that I'm actually pretty...well, out. Or different...well, some sort along those lines anyway. Out of pure boredom yesterday, I kinda observed people. One thing that totally took my attention was that...I realized most girls...who wears short denim skirts (above knee length kinda short) will have this distinctive way of walking. Sorta like...their hips will swing a lil and they kinda walk like....uh....really elegant-like? Lol. Also, they all wear high heels. Yup, practically most of them, when wearing a short denim skirt...it comes with high heels. And when I realized that...I looked down at what I was wearing. I was wearing a short denim skirt as well...but with my favorite navy-blue Converse All-Star. I was probably the only girl who wore shoes/sneakers with her denim skirt! Lol. And I realized the way I walked...has none of that hip-swinging thing or whatever, I tried and I nearly tripped over myself! Lol. That really makes it official, I'm not cut it to be the 'girly' types. As in those girls who are elegant and sweet and nice and...well, like what every parents want their girls to be. I'm...more to the tomboy side. No wonder my parents gave up on telling me to act more like a girl. Lol...
So today's 'the' day for the whole drifting thing. Yeap. I wanted to go, was supposed to go...but I felt really lazy and pre-occupied with some other stuff. And the thought of being squashed in between hundreds of girls (and probably getting the evil stares/looks about my clothes, looks, whatever!) kinda makes me feel...nah! Besides, I just wanted to catch a glimpse of Shawn Yue, though as I mentioned in my previous post, it's near to impossible. And of course, check out the main event which is the drifting demo. Then again, I kinda watched a little of it yesterday night...so I guess that makes up for it. Anyway, I'm not that into Shawn anyway, in fact...I'm not even a fan, it's just that he's...just pretty cool. Hehe.
Right now, I'm finalizing my plans for the whole Singapore thing though there are a few more ends here and there. However...lucky for me, my mom's in full support on my side. She's allowing me to go! To Singapore, to catch the guys perform, to skip college a couple of days...Yeah! Now all that's left is my dad. Kinda nervous bout that part...I'm gonna present my proposal to him tonight...yeah, proposal. I pretty much have to plan out everything and all in detailed before I can present my case to him. Truthfully, I don't think the fact that his daughter going to Singapore would be a big deal, it's more like, why she's going to Singapore. And the fact that I wanna go just for a concert, is not that big deal either. It's more like...the artiste that would be performing. Lol. My dad's not a big fan of Good Charlotte, to him, their music..is well, to put it mildly...not music. Hehe. But...a girl can hope right? Hehe....
College is gonna start next week. Ugh...I'm kinda dreading it actually. A new semester, 5 whole new subjects...assignments, deadlines, mid-sems, finals...aargh. Yup, the word 'dread' is the best word to describe how I feel. Let's see...I'll be studying Journalism 2, Feature Writing, Malaysian Studies, Communication Project Management and Academic Writing. Okay, so they don't sound too bad...but....ugh, I don't know. Oh well, I just have to buckle up and prepare for the next semester. Oh gosh, the semester after the next will be my practical training for about...7-8 weeks I think. Aargh....I can't believe it's June already! Wait, no...I can't believe it's nearly the end of June already! In fact, I kinda lost track of my days...lol.
Off to wallowing myself in chocolates...I need to 'wallow' anyway...
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