"Wouldn't it be good if we could be together...Take me away, take me far away from here..I will run with you..."
Alright, my proudest banner-layout so far. Taking up nearly 3 hours plus of my precious time...well, not exactly that precious..but anyway..hehe. It took me a lot of patience and effort in this one. I wanted to make it...nice..well, more than nice actually. Amazing...wonderful...yeah, but I don't think it's that up to par yet...hehe. But I am proud of this work. I spent the hours pouring over Photoshop tutorials, trying out new stuff here and there, the effects and all. I really, really wanted to make it good cause I mean, this is Vincent I'm talking about, he definitely deserves a really cool banner-layout. Hehe. So yeah, Vincent Valentine. I was looking for something that I could make a banner for....getting a lil bored with the old one. Kept thinking until it hit me...it was right in front of me...right in front of my eyes...Vincent. Lol.
Checked out the trailer for FF7;Advent Children yesterday, one word: Amazing. Actually, I could probably describe it with more than one word. Hehe. Seriously, it looked...great. I'm sure as hell looking forward to it when it's released...which is in..September? Yeah, I think it's September. I couldn't help 'drooling' (figure of speech, I wasn't really drooling, I'm NOT that disgusting...lol) over the whole trailer...over Vincent and over....a guilty infatuation over someone. Hehe. I feel kinda guilty...I mean the guy's a bad guy after all...well, not really..but he's... He's ruthless, obnoxious, mischievous, egocentric, foul-mouthed and he's...an assassin. Okay, so he's not real-life...lol..but still. Anyway, the guilty infatuation...Reno of The Turks. That grin of his face...that smirk...ugh. So right now, it's a toss between Vincent & Reno...who do I prefer better? Uh...I...um...I don't know. Hehe.
So far life is pretty okay. Except for the fact that my stupid brother gets to go on a road trip to Terengganu while I have nowhere to go. And the fact that he left for nearly a week, leaving me alone with no one to mock or disturb or irritate. I need to find a new victim to relieve my boredom...hehe. But on the other hand, one thing is disturbing me...really throughly disturbing. The fact that my mom is losing weight and she still has to go for so many doctor's appointments, etc. I hate that. It totally sucks to see her having to worry over the whole sick thing. I wish it would all go away. I want her to be okay...to be fine. This part of my life sucks.
One strange thing about me...is that I never one people I love/care about to die before me. I would rather if I were to be the one who died first. I have no idea why. I just know that I never want to see/have someone so important in my life, leaving me. I mean like leave as in dying...not those break-ups kind, cause dying is much more permanent than that. Truthfully, I can't imagine life without people I love/care about. No matter how much long I know the person...how little we meet...as long as the person has made a footprint in my heart and has the special place in my heart...I would always care for the person no matter what. Yeah, it's pretty strange.
I'm such a procrastinator. Up until now I still have yet to go get a CD rack/shelf for my CD collection....enrol for both my Japanese and drum classes....and sort out my previous semester files/books. Sheesh...I'm such a lazy-kid. Sometimes I feel like there's not enough time...lol. Probably because I spend most of my time playing Final Fantasy & reading fan fictions, which reminds me of my current favorite fan fiction...a Final Fantasy one..involving Reno and Tifa. Lol. I read one yesterday, well more like today early, early morning...and it was the first Reno x Tifa fic...that made me cry. Reflections of Reno by Christina Bruno. It was amazingly well written...it made me smile and laugh and cry. She portrayed her characters really well and there was a really smooth flow in story. I think there were 17 chapters in all...and I read through it all in one sitting. It was just too good! Man, I really have to stop being so pathetic and infatuated and insane and weird. Hehe.
I need to stop..my eyes feels heavy and my right neck is slightly aching...I need to get away from my com for a while...at least an hour or so. Hell, who am I lying to? I can barely leave it for at least half an hour before running back to it. Yeah...I'm insane and weird and delusional. Welcome to my world. Lol.
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