Thursday, March 09, 2006

i haTe my liFe righT now

I hate my life right now, just right now, just for today. It reeks when it's the first day of my period. I don't get cramps (thankfully) but my stomach feels like there's a knot inside like I really need to go take a massive dump. That feeling, lasts for the whole day so imagine having to feel that and you can't do anything cause you know even if you were to go to the toilet, there's no point. You know it's a useless trip to make. And that reeks.

Now I know how it feels to be the hunchback of Notre Dame, well not exactly, still close enough. Well, here's to me and my sad sorry self.

Right now the music blasting out of my speakers is not Shinhwa, I know - big surprise. Lol. Instead, it's Haley James...Scott's (yes, I so love that name cause it means Haley and Nathan are together!) 'Halo'. The song is awesome, when I first heard it my eyes widened, I immediately sat bolt upright and...just let the music in while nodding in tune. Unfortunately for me, I don't have the song and I refuse to download it cause I'm the kind who supports my favorite artistes...hehe. So I have to just live with listening the song from the show, the part where Haley performs at TRIC. But still, it's awesome.

Haley, or rather, Bethany Joy is a wonderful singer. Beautiful vocals, talented singer. Her debut album will be out soon, so that's definitely one album not to be missed. Not only that, OTH Vol.2; Friends with Benefits is out in the U.S and I am going to get it! Lol. I'm dying for the tracks on the CD cause it also includes 'Halo'.When was the last time I got an English CD anyway? I've been too occupied with Korean music, so now, I'm turning back to English songs. I can't wait to get my hands on a couple of CDs, namely the aforementioned CD and also Fall Out Boy's From Under The Cork Tree. I'm just wondering if I can get their CD here, if not...well, desperation leads to Amazon.com. Lol.

And also I'm currently addicted to OTH again. I hate it when I get too into something, it just fills my mind the whole time and it's not a good thing either. Like when I was too into Shinhwa, or rather Hyesung specifically, I couldn't go a day without listening to his voice! And I just realized today that I still can't. His voice makes me melt. And it's pretty stupid to be feel that way. Anyway, out of topic here. I caught up with Season 3 of OTH until episode 16 and can't wait for the next episode. And I'm watching Season 1 again just because. I'm still debating if I am going to watch the entire Season 2 or not.

Actually, I'm supposed to get the DVDs for both seasons from my brother as a birthday present, but so far,no sign of them at all. Which reminds me, someone's birthday is already near, and his 22nd birthday is next month the 13th but my 18th birthday present which was last year December...is nowhere to be seen! Never again will I trust my brother on birthday presents.

Other than OTH and Chad and James, there's nothing else really good in my life right now. Except that I've completed studying my Econs and just need to revise through again for another one or two times, and I've also read through Moral Education. But other than that, like my Econs assignment and my Journalism project...forget about that. Ugh.

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