Monday, March 20, 2006

something's missing

I've been kinda out of it lately, every time things get quiet around me and I have the time to actually think without any disturbance or distraction, I will feel a sudden emptiness.

The emptiness is kinda funny, I mean, I've never really noticed it and I don't know what it is either. I'm looking for something to fill that emptiness, but so far my attempts are futile. I'm searching for something but I can't find what it is, looking high and low, upside down for it but it's just not there.

It's a missing something and hell, I sure wish I know what is it that I'm missing. At first I thought it was just me being my usual silly self, but as the days passed, it doesn't feel like that anymore. Honestly, sometimes I think I need professional help.

Then again, it might just be nothing. Oh well.

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