forGetful frEak me....

"Dancing in the moonlight,everybody's feeling warm and bright...it's such a fine and natural sight...everybody's dancing in the moonlight..."

I totally forgot to mention this on my previous post...or rather, on my Friday post. Man, this is turning into some kind of circle. I did it once and now I did again. As usual today, I went checking out Shinhwa ChangJo forum (the coolest Shinhwa forum, trust me) and that's when it blew out at me that I totally forgot about Jun Jin's birthday! It was last Friday, on the day I actually had the decency to post another blog entry. I was supposed to wish the guy. Well, not that he'd read it or anything, but hey,it's still something. I wished Cesc for his wonderful 18th(and made some sort like a 'tribute pic' of him) so yeah, I should wished Jun Jin too. So yeah, Jun Jin...Happy Birthday! Well, belated birthday. Hehe.

And checking my past posts, I realized I also left out Min Woo's birthday on 28th July. The day I actually, well, *grins* actually admitted I'm a Shinhwa fan. And that was the day I blogged but I had no whatsoever mention of it. Lol. What a horrible fan. Hehe. Oh well, no biggie. To Min Woo, happy belated birthday. Yeah, it's really late for the that, but uh...hehe. I have a feeling I might end up forgetting Dong Wan's birthday too, which falls on 21st Nov...followed closely by Hye Sung's. Cause during that time, I'll be undergoing my internship, so I doubt I will actually have the time or rather, the memory space in my brain to remember.

Tomorrow's the start of my mid sems. Yippee! Well not exactly. I just flipped through my notes, read a lil here and there, and stopped. I have this problem, okay so maybe it's not a problem, where I can't focus my mind entirely, as in really ENTIRELY, on whatever it is I'm studying. It drifts away and I start to think about some other stuff. And then I'd feel bad about it, and vow to pay attention...but it happens again and again. I'm a bad student. Very bad. How on earth do people actually concentrate on the book in front of them, I have no freaking idea. Sigh. Sometimes, this gets me thinking that I'm stupid. Not a study material. But sometimes, I find myself pretty smart. But that's very 'blue moon'. Lol.

And at times, I can feel pretty dumb. Like I can't do stuff as how others can. LIke uh, 'thinking out of the box'. I'm so 'closed' that I find it's so stupid of me. Well, somewhere along those lines. I admire my friends who are smart, witty and quick thinking. They have really cool ideas, opinions...while for me, let's just say I'd only be able to look intelligent if you were to put me next to a donkey...then again, maybe not. Sigh... I'm hopeless.

Lol. I sound pathetically hopeless. Well I'm not. I mean, close to not. Hehe. Oh well, story of my life. Whatever. I think. Damn, I can't even make my mind up! It's official, there's a screw loose somewhere, somebody get the screw driver will ya? Hehe. Joking. Don't need it. I'll be fine soon...I hope.