"Just be my true love...I'll be with you..."
My new favorite song. Sweet but not too fluffy sweet. It's not too ballad-like either, just nice...the right beats...the right tune...the right voices. Hehe. Can't wait to get this song. I heard it off a vid tribute a fellow Shinhwa fan did. Pretty good I say. I mean the video clip. I'm waiting patiently, okay, so I'm lying, I'm not that 'patiently' waiting...for my CDs to arrive, which one of them also includes this song. A total of 5 CDs...that's near-heaven. Lol.
So...I finally realize what I am actually looking for in a guy. Besides the whole, 'bad guy'-like with dark eyeshadow and all that, and Cheneille and Mags no, I'm not looking for someone who looks like Hye Sung. Lol. I'm actually looking for someone who can make me laugh. Even when I am in the darkest mood or in the lowest mood. Someone with a smile that will make me smile and laugh. Someone who will do cheesy/corny/funny/weird stuff just to get me laughing. It can be the most simple thing....to the big things...whatever, just being able to crack that smile on my face, to let it grow into a grin and finally, a full-fledged laughter.
See, I noticed that I get upset over stupid little stuffs at times, and sometimes it gets to me so much that it really eats me inside. So, I would then need someone or something to cheer me up. It would be nice if I were to have someone by my side to cheer me up. I mean, he doesn't have to listen to my problems 24/7 or whatever (though once in a while would be nice) but just, don't ask too much and shift my attention to something else and just...make me laugh again. I'm pretty easy to amuse actually, so it's not a big problem. Well, I'm not asking for a clown or something, but just someone with humor in his personality and also, lot's of smiles.
I find myself pretty clingy at times. Like I need to have someone by my side. And boy am I spoilt. I have this part in me where I want people to do what I want them to do or act/be how I want them to. Which leads to one word...spoilt. If things don't go my way, I would get slightly upset (or sometimes, alot...but it depends...hehe). So yeah, I'm spoilt and clingy...and whiny? I don't know bout the last part but Mags says I am. Okayyyyy...
Siddhi's returning to Ukraine tomorrow...the 10.10 am flight. I went over to her place earlier to pass her a box filled with a letter and little different gifts inside it. Hope she likes it. Anyway, back to topic at hand. Well, she was all red-eyed. It made me teary-eyed. We hugged twice and the times we hugged...I didn't feel like letting go at all. I hate to know one of my best friend is gonna be a million miles away (okay, so I don't know exactly how many miles it is from here to Ukraine but still...) On the way home, I let the tears trickle down my cheeks. I was crying in front of my parents, but I couldn't care less. I couldn't hold my tears back anymore. I am really missing something inside me now. Sigh. Have a safe trip back to Ukraine my friend...study hard and smart...and trust me, no matter what you'll do great! Love you.
Well...that's all...I guess...
1 comment:
Jess, who's that Min? Is she a Malay? That would be embarrassing, since I'm a Malay. A sentence as common as that could even be thought up by my little sister, how could she say you plagiarized it? And she doesn't even know that there are different spelling, there is differences particularly in the usage of alphabets 's' to 'z' to those who are using American writing?
How...PITIABLE.
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