Wednesday, August 10, 2005

the HazY-cRazy DaYs....

"If I could steal one final glance...one final step...one final dance with him...I'd play a song that would never end, Cause I'd love, love, love, to dance with my father again..."

The most beautiful song ever. Seriously. It never fails to make me emotional whenever I listen to it, and right now, it's on my 'keep-repeating' playlist. Hehe.

Gawd...the haze is terrible in Malaysia...wait, more like in KL n Selangor areas. I thought I could just die with all that thick, dry, stupid, annoying, irritating, white stuff clouding all over. You can hardly see what's in front of you, even at night! The air is THAT bad. And to top things of with a lovely truffle on the 'cake', I still have classes to attend. What the hell?

And today, I saw what I would usually call....real idiots, at my college. Sure, I see idiots everyday, but today...boy do they top the Jessica's 'List of idiots that exists'. It's pretty much known by EVERYONE that we're having a bad case of haze right now. So there they were, sitting at a corner food place, sitting there with their stupid smug look (that I would so like to wipe off and then shove a mirror in their face to remind them, they're not ALL THAT, so stop acting like they are, and stop with those 'you-don't belong-looks') and with this thin, long, white stick in their hands. Puffing away, blowing the stupid smoke into the air, with that 'oh-I'm-so-cool-look' on their faces. My first thought? 'Hello? In case you're not suffocated enough with that thick white haze around you, add more bad air will you? Oooh....delight. Smoke away! Whee....' I understand that you have a need to smoke, but please, at a time like this...it's not the best thing to do.

I have nothing against smokers, trust me, but I totally dislike it when I saw them doing that today...and even more so with that bloody smug look on their face. For me, it's usually... smoke all you want, I don't care, but don't give me that irritating smug look. I don't think you're cool...never did and never will. So don't give me that all-over stare...it's stupid, besides, I don't need your approval either. Point made. Hehe.

Lol. It's funny. How some people tend to think any name other than yours that appears on your necklace, notebook, etc...that they are not familiar with...is your boy/girlfriend's name. Hehe. A couple of my friends had those kind of experience too. Funny how people immediately assume that's your boy/girlfriend. Or when you're with a guy/girl that they don't know, and they see you being close to that guy/girl, they assume that's your boy/girlfriend too. Yeah, we humans have a funny way of thinking. However it does provide a slight hint of amusement for me. Actually, I nearly had a chance today to test out my Q/A that I posted two days back. The one about my 'so-called boyfriend'. I was so tempted to try it out, but I didn't. I just said no, that's not my boyfriend's name, and changed the topic. But yeah, I should try. Wanna know if my 'theory' turns out right or not. However...whatever it is, he will never be my boyfriend...sad. Lol. I sound stupid here. Too dreamy like...reality check needed.

Ugh...class later...in the haze...oh wow! *Rolls eyes*

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