"Where is the moment we needed the most...You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost...They tell me your blue skies fade to grey, they tell me your passion's gone away..."
Lacking. I've kinda noticed that people, girl or guy, young or old, whatever it is...there's something that's lacking in them...be it the exterior or interior or whatever. Lol. See, there are people who lack in the brains department, but they make it up in the looks department. And vice versa. Other than that, some people may not have the brains and/or the looks, but they've got a gold ticket in the body department. Vice versa. Or maybe they lack in the heart department but they have the gold ticket in the money department. See, if they lose out one, they got the other. It kinda makes up for what they lack. Of course this is just my general 'so-called-theory'.
Truthfully, I seldom meet people who are perfect in all. Maybe there is, but I haven't had the chance to meet them yet. Like, they have the looks, the heart, the brain, the money, the body... Though I think I've met a few who have the looks, heart and brain, or those who have the money, the looks and the body...etc. Never the whole though. So yeah, for now, I still say that people have some thing(s) lacking, but it makes up in another way. Do I make sense? Lol. There seems to be something wrong with my aforementioned words. Oh well, my grammar has always been weird. Lol.
So this 'lacking' thing, well, what I'm trying to say is that I feel I lack in every thing. As in...I lack in one department after another and I don't have any to make up for what I'm lacking. Okay,first, the brains department... Gawd, my grammar sucks. And I can't seem to think as 'actively' as my friends can. Their brains are like...active, fast,creative...while mine, it's slow, uncreative and dull at times. Then the looks department...well, I wouldn't say I look bad or awful or anything like that, but I'm not exactly beautiful either, more like on the fence? Lol. And then the money department...LOL. I'm not rich and probably never will be. I'm pretty much financially tight. The body department, oh boy, do I lack ALOT there. I quote Mia Thermopolis of The Princess Diaries "I'm still waiting for normal body parts to arrive!" Right on. So...I lack alot! Lol. It's actually pretty funny. I think I'm the first person I meet that's lacking in everything.
Oh well, guess that's just the way things are. Of course I can do something about the things I lack. Like uh...for brains, I could use my brain more actively? Lol. For looks I could...use make-up (Which is not likely. Up until now, the only make-up I ever used was a lip balm, and that's not really a make-up item if you were to really count) For body, well, there's always plastic surgery...Lol (Yeah right, as if I have the money and as if my parents and big brother wouldn't kill me that very instant) For money, well...I guess I would just have to work extra hours in my part time job or take up extra jobs. Hehe.
Either way, whatever it is, I know I won't be doing anything about what I'm lacking. Maybe except for the brains. One, cause I'm too lazy to. Two, I don't really care either. I like to know I'm all natural, just me...the way I am, the way God created me. Yeah...I can't stand to know something about me is fake. I can't even stand my own fake smile when I do give out one! What else for some fake face and fake body parts?!? No offense to anyone who's well...but uh...well, you get what I mean. Hehe.
Well, to avoid this being so much of a self-bashing thingie, I think there's one thing about me that makes up for what I lack. And that would be...my smile. That's it. Just my smile. Well, when I'm not giving a fake smile that is. Hehe. Personally, I think my smile is my best feature. I like my smile too, so yeah, I guess it's cool. But I get curious at times...though some people said that my smile is friendly and nice...well, is it really? Anyone of my friends want to let me know on this? Lol...
In a totally different topic, Arsenal won the match against Newcastle Utd. Alright! I didn't watch the match though. But I did catch a few minutes of it. Nice playing. Alexander Hleb, the new midfielder was brilliant. Yeah, we got a good one here. Hehe.
I guess that's pretty much it. Oh wait no, I changed my banner-layout again. Yes, for the third time in a row it's the same guy. Hehe. I think I've changed the banner three times in a matter of...two weeks? Woah. I didn't realize that either. Usually it lasts for at least a week plus, near to two weeks. Lol. Oh well, I like this one. It's more mature than the previous one. Then again, the previous one had pictures of him during his younger years...bout 19 to 22? This one is a more recent one of him, well, maybe not so recent cause he had changed his hairstyle again (this guy changes his hairstyle way too many times for me to count, but I like all of them though...hehe, no complaints here). Yes, I'm done babbling and rambling. That's it.
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