I don't know if it's just me, or it's the same for everyone else, or almost everyone else, but there are times when I just get tired of something and feel...'I don't want it anymore'. Nothing about it actually matters to me and it doesn't hold any significance to me anymore. It's strange cause one day I would be holding on to it like it's the most precious thing in the world, and the next, the feelings fade away and all the importance and love for it just...dies.
It's just strange how the feelings just goes...like in a snap of your fingers. You wake up one day and realize you just, don't care(?) anymore. I remembered that I once blogged that such feelings occur to me when I'm persistent on getting something but once I get it, all luster seems to fade away. However, this time, I noticed that it happens even without the pursuit of something. It's happening to me at this very moment. Feelings that I noticed have cropped up from the past few days. Something I had loved so much, but now put aside and left to be a memory.
Maybe I'm weird, or maybe it just happens and everyone else goes through the same thing too. Oh well.
Edit: France lost the World Cup. Miserable-ness. I stayed up to watch until before the extra time. But checked again at 25th minute (of extra time) to see the still 1-1 score. I went to bed feeling positive that it would definitely go into penalty shoot-out and a reassurance (from hell knows where) that France would make it and win. Woke up, checked my cell for the usual WC result sms and felt my world come crashing momentarily. And France played so hard too! It's sad to lose, especially in such a way, but sigh...it's over and done with. I'm still upset however.
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